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Saturday, February 19, 2005
I feel so bad now... cos' a slip of my mind has caused something really quite seriously bad... Apparently I forgot to check something, which i was supposed to, and now i feel responsible for one of my members... apparrently he may not be getting any points after all... And this made me doubt my own abilities as someone who's in a position of authority. How there are just so many things to take care of, so many things to remember, and it's just terrible when just a slip of my mind can cause such serious consequences. Don't know whether I was stressed, busy, too many things that I forgot, or was I simply not being responsible enough. ?! Sighz. Nvm... Ok don't want to think about this... Have you ever wondered whether people ever take you for granted? That they always assume that your services will always be there no matter what happens... you'll always be there to dive in and rescue them, or that you'll always be there to help them. Well I think this happens all the time... what if one day, you decided you won't be there for them anymore...?! Must it always be when people lose you, when people lose the help and good things which have been surrounding and protecting them all the time, that only then they will begin to realise your importance, that we're all inter-dependent, and that they cannot always take you for granted then... I think this applies to all situations in life... It's just up to each and everyone of us to do the thinking and realising, to feel and appreciate all good things and people around us. Have you ever take people around you for granted? Take your parents for granted? Your friends? Your leaders? Your comm members? People whom you know will eventually help you even if they themselves are in dire straits too? Was just thinking that there are a lot a lot of things we do in life for others... but they just don't know how to appreciate and they don't know how hard you work... you simply do it cos' you have to fulfill your 'given' responsibilities, they never know how much stress you feel... Whatever.... Feeling unappreciated makes me just wanna appreciate others even more... yeah whatever. I'm beginning to learn how to become more detached when it comes to understanding certain situations, certain people... Being detached means putting yourself outside the situation and not in the situation... cos' when you're in it... there's the danger of getting emotionally involved and this may cause you to become biased.. and being biased doesn't help at all when you wanna solve problems or when you wanna do things fairly... Being biased simply means just seeing things in one way.... and not considering all other possibilities... Well, it's merely another thing i learn in life... try to see something in a different light, or consider other reasons instead of immediately giving quick inaccurate judgements... Hoping today will be a better day after i wake up... !! Posted at 12:55 AM |
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