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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
It's really easy to satisfy me, to make me a little happier, to make me feel a little better.... Just a few meaningful words can suffice, can make me sleep a little better. Which also means little things can bother me a lot... really when I see an insignificant something not in its usual supposedly right state, yeah I start to get fidgety and touchy and sensitive to every single thing around me.... Sigh. I know shouldn't let my thoughts wander... some words, some thoughts just keep coming back to me. I don't know whether this is a problem- that the things in my mind just revolve around all these... I just can't help it.... I'm weak. Ever felt a sudden rush of tears, a sudden fear that grips you when you're being reminded of bad things unintentionally? Sometimes, I come across places, heard songs, come across words unintentionally and all these just reminds me so deeply of so many sad things.... I don't know how to cope. But I'll be fine. Just occupy myself all the time will do I guess.... so escapist. I miss my friends who are overseas... especially my best buddies... people how have spent significant amounts of time with me over all these years... I don't know who to go to when I need a girl-bonding good chat. Maybe which explains why I just end up talking to myself now and then.... unconsciously... bah.... When are you girls coming back...?? Posted at 8:50 PM |
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