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Thursday, March 10, 2005
Mid-term test in another 10 hours.... ok lah... barely studied some chapters... focused a lot on some... i guess this is what is called selective studying eh. Blah... whatever. The test is bugging me somehow.... Mind's supposed to be focused on the test... or rather, be in the right mind to sit for the test properly. But can't help thinking sometimes. There are many doubts which I wish I have answers to. Not so much about answers from God... but answers from people.... people around me all the time. I've stopped asking many things for a long time, maybe cos' I've gathered that they're questions which are stumbling blocks... not a good thing. But I so wished I can ask what I want, no matter how silly my doubts and questions are. I can sound like a silly little girl at times... yah but can't help it. So I don't feel comfortable having so many uncertainties in my mind. Not feeling sad now... just being contemplative again. Reason why I'm contemplative is cos' I always hope I can get some answers from my own contemplation... but usually not. Blah. Am so yearning for someone to come tuck me to sleep.... or just be with me now physically. At least it helps me from thinking too much. Yah, I need a right pal who can consistently remind me not to think too much. Yeah.... Posted at 2:40 AM |
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