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Friday, May 20, 2005
I've decided to stay at home for the next 3 weeks... if i really can't get work, or unless i have to really go out no choice. So friends, please don't lure me out unless u have something really good to offer me. I shall only go out for shaca, chorale, church and any urgent matters. Those desperate to see me should just settle for phone chats with me. I have my reasons okay... :) Anyway i just wanna say... to shihua.. hey babe i think u're having a great time out there.. don't worry too much about jobs.. enjoy yourself.. and i'm happy for u dearie.. *If this is all i can make do with for now... i shall be contented and glad If i can only settle for this much, i shall, and i shall not let this dishearten me. To be disheartened is bad... cos' i want so much... to keep this going on.. the way it should be, and i shall and i must. For i know too well.. i can't afford dire consequences, any dreadful feelings anymore... not anymore... please... i beg of...... So i shall, by faith. This risk shall be worth it, no matter what.* Posted at 11:53 PM |
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